Saturday, October 8, 2011
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Wishing... ( Part !)
I am star, an actress, a singer, a dancer. Meron na siguro lahat sa akin, pera, popularity, fans, malaking bahay. Pero isa na lang ang hinihiling ko sa buhay. Isa na lang ang kulang sa puso ko.
Ang mapansin niya ako higit pa si isang kaibigan, co-star, o ka-loveteam sa lahat ng proyekto ko. Gusto na sana makita niya ako bilang isang babaeng may pagtingin si kanya.
Minsan hinihiling ko na sana totoo lahat ng projects na ginagawa with him. Na, we will always end with each other. End the movie with a kiss of forever and with feelings of love. Pero sa reality, mukhang malabong mangyari yon. It's just an on-screen kiss.
* * *
" I love you, I won't leave you ... Just don't do this and don't die..." wika ng isang lalaki humahagulgol habang hawak ang kamay ng isang dalaga sa stretcher na walang malay.
Yun ang mga katagang binanggit ni James jay Devon on their last tragedy movie together last year. Maybe that movie is also the last. It seems like the management had discovered a new talent to replace her as James' loveteam.
Kung totoo nga ang rumors, ibig sabihin hindi na sila magkakasama, she'll be replaced by a fresh artist and she'll be partnered with a new actor too.
Mas lalong mawawalan siya ng pag-asa na makita siya ni James as a girl who loved him. From the James of PBB teen clash to a hot successful actor of today. She loved him still. For 5 straight years, it was a one-sided love for her. She always tried. But she feels that he likes a different girl. Ericka, prettier, and better-looking.
She always stop herself on confessing. They were just friends for 5 straight years. They can only be close friends. Nothing more, nothing less.
2 years ago, she almost confessed but she saw them both, kissed in one midnight of their taping. They were hiding behind a tree and saw with her own two eyes. She silently cried for a week. It definitely suited the taping. Because all of the scenes were breaking-up scenes. All of the tears she cried was for the time she saw them kissed. Her real tears looked as if only for acting.
She wished that she was the one kissed. Although she got kissed a lot of times by him. She doesn't feel any love in it. She wished she was in Ericka's position.
He will leave anytime he can. He can leave their loveteam now... She just wished that every love story movie they made were true. On screen, it has the feelings. She wished, she really wished...
Ang mapansin niya ako higit pa si isang kaibigan, co-star, o ka-loveteam sa lahat ng proyekto ko. Gusto na sana makita niya ako bilang isang babaeng may pagtingin si kanya.
Minsan hinihiling ko na sana totoo lahat ng projects na ginagawa with him. Na, we will always end with each other. End the movie with a kiss of forever and with feelings of love. Pero sa reality, mukhang malabong mangyari yon. It's just an on-screen kiss.
* * *
" I love you, I won't leave you ... Just don't do this and don't die..." wika ng isang lalaki humahagulgol habang hawak ang kamay ng isang dalaga sa stretcher na walang malay.
Yun ang mga katagang binanggit ni James jay Devon on their last tragedy movie together last year. Maybe that movie is also the last. It seems like the management had discovered a new talent to replace her as James' loveteam.
Kung totoo nga ang rumors, ibig sabihin hindi na sila magkakasama, she'll be replaced by a fresh artist and she'll be partnered with a new actor too.
Mas lalong mawawalan siya ng pag-asa na makita siya ni James as a girl who loved him. From the James of PBB teen clash to a hot successful actor of today. She loved him still. For 5 straight years, it was a one-sided love for her. She always tried. But she feels that he likes a different girl. Ericka, prettier, and better-looking.
She always stop herself on confessing. They were just friends for 5 straight years. They can only be close friends. Nothing more, nothing less.
2 years ago, she almost confessed but she saw them both, kissed in one midnight of their taping. They were hiding behind a tree and saw with her own two eyes. She silently cried for a week. It definitely suited the taping. Because all of the scenes were breaking-up scenes. All of the tears she cried was for the time she saw them kissed. Her real tears looked as if only for acting.
She wished that she was the one kissed. Although she got kissed a lot of times by him. She doesn't feel any love in it. She wished she was in Ericka's position.
He will leave anytime he can. He can leave their loveteam now... She just wished that every love story movie they made were true. On screen, it has the feelings. She wished, she really wished...
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Too late
Naiinis na si Devon, sa tuwing lalabas sila ng James ay may mga babaeng nanlalandi kay James. At ang mokong naman ay pumapatol.
She found a way to tell him that they should break up and the day came...
Devon: I'm breaking up with you!
She said even though its not true.
She found a way to tell him that they should break up and the day came...
Devon: I'm breaking up with you!
She said even though its not true.
Wednesday, March 23, 2011
Saturday, March 19, 2011
Dozen Roses
James was about to die, but before he die, he gave Devon a dozen roses. 11 were real but 1 was artificial then he told Devon, " Don't cry, I'll love you until the last 1 dies."
I wish
As I sat there in English class,
I stared at Devon who was next to me.
She was my so called ‘best friend’.
I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didn’t notice me like that,
and I knew it.
After class,
she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her.She said ‘thanks’
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
11th grade:-
The phone rang. On the other end,
it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over
because she didn’t want to be alone, So I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips,
she decided to go home.
She looked at me, said ‘thanks’
and gave me a kiss
on the cheek..I want to tell her,
I want her to know that
I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
Senior year:-
One fine day she walked to my locker.
“My date is sick” she said,
“hes not gonna go” well,
I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that
if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as ‘best friends’.
So we did.
That night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as She smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
Then she said- “I had the best time, thanks!”
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
Graduation:-
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body
floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-but
she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said- ‘you’re my best friend,
thanks’ and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
Marriage:-
Now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married now.
and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn’t see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before she drove away,
she came to me and said ‘you came !’.
She said ‘thanks’ and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
Death:-
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
of a girl who used to be my ‘best friend’.
At the service, they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
‘I stare at him wishing he was mine,
but he doesn’t notice me like that,
and I know it.
I want to tell him,
I want him to know that
I don’t want to be just friends,
I love him but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
I wish James would tell me he loved me !
………’I wish I did too…’
I thought to my self, and I cried.
I stared at Devon who was next to me.
She was my so called ‘best friend’.
I stared at her long, silky hair,
and wished she was mine.
But she didn’t notice me like that,
and I knew it.
After class,
she walked up to me and asked me for
the notes she had missed the day before.
I handed them to her.She said ‘thanks’
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her, I want her to know
that I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
11th grade:-
The phone rang. On the other end,
it was her. She was in tears,
mumbling on and on about how
her love had broke her heart.
She asked me to come over
because she didn’t want to be alone, So I did.
As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
and three bags of chips,
she decided to go home.
She looked at me, said ‘thanks’
and gave me a kiss
on the cheek..I want to tell her,
I want her to know that
I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
Senior year:-
One fine day she walked to my locker.
“My date is sick” she said,
“hes not gonna go” well,
I didn’t have a date, and in 7th grade,
we made a promise that
if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as ‘best friends’.
So we did.
That night, after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step.
I stared at her as She smiled at me
and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
Then she said- “I had the best time, thanks!”
and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
Graduation:-
A day passed, then a week, then a month.
Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body
floated like an angel
up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-but
she didn’t notice me like that, and I knew it.
Before everyone went home,
she came to me in her smock and hat,
and cried as I hugged her.
Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
and said- ‘you’re my best friend,
thanks’ and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
Marriage:-
Now I sit in the pews of the church.
That girl is getting married now.
and drive off to her new life,
married to another man.
I wanted her to be mine,
but she didn’t see me like that,
and I knew it.
But before she drove away,
she came to me and said ‘you came !’.
She said ‘thanks’ and kissed me on the cheek.
I want to tell her,
I want her to know
that I don’t want to be just friends,
I love her but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
Death:-
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
of a girl who used to be my ‘best friend’.
At the service, they read a diary entry
she had wrote in her high school years.
This is what it read:
‘I stare at him wishing he was mine,
but he doesn’t notice me like that,
and I know it.
I want to tell him,
I want him to know that
I don’t want to be just friends,
I love him but I’m just too shy,
and I don’t know why.
I wish James would tell me he loved me !
………’I wish I did too…’
I thought to my self, and I cried.
Friday, March 11, 2011
What a princess wants
Nanduon siya sa dalampasigan, tumaks nanaman siya sa tatay niya. Palagi kasi nitong ipinipilit na pakasalan ang isang prinsepeng hindi naman niya gusto.
Sa puso at isipan niya, gusto niya yung taong mahal siya at mahal niya, hindi na bale kung isang simpleng tao lang ito. Katulad na lang nung taong nagustuhan niya noon nung bumisita siya sa mundo ng mga ordinaryong tao.
"Princess, why are you crying?" tanong ng boses.
Napatingala siya, she knows that voice, how could he reach their world if he has no power.
" James? Paano ka nakarating dito?" gulat niyang tanong.
" I'm here, for you..." he said sitting beside her.
" Huh? How did you get here?" tanong niya.
" Remember you were looking for some lost prince?" sabi nito.
Tumango lang siya.
" I am the guy, I just figured that out when my not real parents told me about it..." he said.
She looked surprised.
In her mind, she was really happy to know that he is the one.
He hugged her.
" When you left me, I was really sad, when I figured out who i really am, I was really happy, I can go to your world and live with you, I love you, Princess Devon." he said and kissed her.
She cried but with tears of joy.
" I love you, Prince James." she said
Sa puso at isipan niya, gusto niya yung taong mahal siya at mahal niya, hindi na bale kung isang simpleng tao lang ito. Katulad na lang nung taong nagustuhan niya noon nung bumisita siya sa mundo ng mga ordinaryong tao.
"Princess, why are you crying?" tanong ng boses.
Napatingala siya, she knows that voice, how could he reach their world if he has no power.
" James? Paano ka nakarating dito?" gulat niyang tanong.
" I'm here, for you..." he said sitting beside her.
" Huh? How did you get here?" tanong niya.
" Remember you were looking for some lost prince?" sabi nito.
Tumango lang siya.
" I am the guy, I just figured that out when my not real parents told me about it..." he said.
She looked surprised.
In her mind, she was really happy to know that he is the one.
He hugged her.
" When you left me, I was really sad, when I figured out who i really am, I was really happy, I can go to your world and live with you, I love you, Princess Devon." he said and kissed her.
She cried but with tears of joy.
" I love you, Prince James." she said
Thursday, March 10, 2011
I promise you
I promise you, I will never leave you, I promise you, I will always love you, I promise you, I will always be there for you.
So even if I'm up here in heaven, I still watch out and see if you are doing okay.
I will save you from any harm, I promise you, I will be your protector, Devon.
So even if I'm up here in heaven, I still watch out and see if you are doing okay.
I will save you from any harm, I promise you, I will be your protector, Devon.
Love? No good!
He became interested in her when he always encounter her in a bus
He likes staring at her
She feels uneasy feeling that someone is staring at her
When sometimes she caught him, she began to be interested with him
They began to know each other
Started dating...
She was deeply in-love with him
But she doesn't know that he didn't believe in love
That love will do no good
As he was popular, many girls surround him
he started dating one of them
She was his girlfriend, how can he do that to her.
She tried to hide the sadness and jealousy
Once she caught him with another girl, the girl kissed him
Next time she visit him after class, he was asleep and probably tired
A girl kissed him too
She confronted the girl, the girl said "He was not your boyfriend so I can kiss him!"
She said "I am his girlfriend. We are going out"
Girl: Then why is he not seeing you. And he was just with another girl lately.He was going out with another student who was more beautiful than you. Then I heard that he invited another girl to the dance.
She was shocked... "Why? Why does he have to be that popular?"
She grabbed her bag and ran. Rain started to fell.
She was walking in the rain, soaking wet.
She stopped for a while.
She let the rain fall on her.
Why?
Did he ever care for me?
Did he really love me?
He is just playing with my heart...
Why is this happening to me...
She cried and cried.
She didn't care even she get sick because of the rain...
He likes staring at her
She feels uneasy feeling that someone is staring at her
When sometimes she caught him, she began to be interested with him
They began to know each other
Started dating...
She was deeply in-love with him
But she doesn't know that he didn't believe in love
That love will do no good
As he was popular, many girls surround him
he started dating one of them
She was his girlfriend, how can he do that to her.
She tried to hide the sadness and jealousy
Once she caught him with another girl, the girl kissed him
Next time she visit him after class, he was asleep and probably tired
A girl kissed him too
She confronted the girl, the girl said "He was not your boyfriend so I can kiss him!"
She said "I am his girlfriend. We are going out"
Girl: Then why is he not seeing you. And he was just with another girl lately.He was going out with another student who was more beautiful than you. Then I heard that he invited another girl to the dance.
She was shocked... "Why? Why does he have to be that popular?"
She grabbed her bag and ran. Rain started to fell.
She was walking in the rain, soaking wet.
She stopped for a while.
She let the rain fall on her.
Why?
Did he ever care for me?
Did he really love me?
He is just playing with my heart...
Why is this happening to me...
She cried and cried.
She didn't care even she get sick because of the rain...
Regret
I regretted for not believing you. I regretted all the harsh words I said. I wish I didn't do such things. I wish I didn't believe my ex-girlfriend. I wish I just believed you.
So that you will not be in there.
I'm so sorry.
If I didn't tell you those, if I didn't believe her, if only I believed you, you will still be alive...
You wouldn't be hit by a truck if only I believed you Devon...
I'm sorry again...
I love you so much
-James
So that you will not be in there.
I'm so sorry.
If I didn't tell you those, if I didn't believe her, if only I believed you, you will still be alive...
You wouldn't be hit by a truck if only I believed you Devon...
I'm sorry again...
I love you so much
-James
Free
Devon and James got married because of an arranged marriage.
Devon learned to love him but he didn't. He doesn't really care about what happened to her.
One day, Devon discovered she got pregnant.
James didn't care.
After nine months, a son was born.
Devon named him James Daniel.
James didn't care again. But Devon knows deep inside, James is really happy because of the child.
It definitely looked like him.
On his son's 3rd birthday, they celebrated it in a resort.
There was a beach. Her son loves beach.
She asked her maid to look out for her son because she needs to get her son's towel.
She came back, James was there swimming to a deep part of the beach.
The maid was soaking wet.
" What happened?" she nervously asked.
" Daniel, asked me to swim with him. We were hit by a huge wave. I dropped him in the water. Sir James is trying to look for him now." the maid stated.
Tears started to flow. And she started to call out for her son's name.
She went to the water. She looked for her son too.
---
It was already night. A boat started to dock.
She was very anxious.
Then a man stepped down from the boat.
He pulled out her son's dead body.
She cannot stop crying. All she did was to cry and hug her son.
James cannot stop his tears from flowing...
His son, his son is gone...
---
A year after that, James always get drunk.
Devon then saw him going to motel with other girls when she tried to follow him.
She let that pass because maybe he was still mourning.
But that happened again. He seldom goes home.
And when he does, he is always drunk.
One time, Devon caught him again with a girl.
But this time in their house.
Their kissing.
She cannot take it anymore. She is the one who is definitely suffering not him.
---
She looked for an opportunity to tell James what she wanted to say.
Then it was now.
" James, I know you were just forced to be married with me... I know you don't love me... I learned to love you... I found happiness in you. When our son was born I had hope that you might love me, but my hopes leads to nothing. You got even worse when our son died." she started.
" You started bringing girls in motels, even here in our house. You always get drunk, you seldom go home... James, if you don't really like me here, tell me, do not make it hard for me. Maybe we should end this... Maybe we should divorce..." she said tears flowing in her eyes.
" Yeah, maybe you right..." that is all what he said.
" You are free to do all what you want..." she said.
Devon learned to love him but he didn't. He doesn't really care about what happened to her.
One day, Devon discovered she got pregnant.
James didn't care.
After nine months, a son was born.
Devon named him James Daniel.
James didn't care again. But Devon knows deep inside, James is really happy because of the child.
It definitely looked like him.
On his son's 3rd birthday, they celebrated it in a resort.
There was a beach. Her son loves beach.
She asked her maid to look out for her son because she needs to get her son's towel.
She came back, James was there swimming to a deep part of the beach.
The maid was soaking wet.
" What happened?" she nervously asked.
" Daniel, asked me to swim with him. We were hit by a huge wave. I dropped him in the water. Sir James is trying to look for him now." the maid stated.
Tears started to flow. And she started to call out for her son's name.
She went to the water. She looked for her son too.
---
It was already night. A boat started to dock.
She was very anxious.
Then a man stepped down from the boat.
He pulled out her son's dead body.
She cannot stop crying. All she did was to cry and hug her son.
James cannot stop his tears from flowing...
His son, his son is gone...
---
A year after that, James always get drunk.
Devon then saw him going to motel with other girls when she tried to follow him.
She let that pass because maybe he was still mourning.
But that happened again. He seldom goes home.
And when he does, he is always drunk.
One time, Devon caught him again with a girl.
But this time in their house.
Their kissing.
She cannot take it anymore. She is the one who is definitely suffering not him.
---
She looked for an opportunity to tell James what she wanted to say.
Then it was now.
" James, I know you were just forced to be married with me... I know you don't love me... I learned to love you... I found happiness in you. When our son was born I had hope that you might love me, but my hopes leads to nothing. You got even worse when our son died." she started.
" You started bringing girls in motels, even here in our house. You always get drunk, you seldom go home... James, if you don't really like me here, tell me, do not make it hard for me. Maybe we should end this... Maybe we should divorce..." she said tears flowing in her eyes.
" Yeah, maybe you right..." that is all what he said.
" You are free to do all what you want..." she said.
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