I am star, an actress, a singer, a dancer. Meron na siguro lahat sa akin, pera, popularity, fans, malaking bahay. Pero isa na lang ang hinihiling ko sa buhay. Isa na lang ang kulang sa puso ko.
Ang mapansin niya ako higit pa si isang kaibigan, co-star, o ka-loveteam sa lahat ng proyekto ko. Gusto na sana makita niya ako bilang isang babaeng may pagtingin si kanya.
Minsan hinihiling ko na sana totoo lahat ng projects na ginagawa with him. Na, we will always end with each other. End the movie with a kiss of forever and with feelings of love. Pero sa reality, mukhang malabong mangyari yon. It's just an on-screen kiss.
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" I love you, I won't leave you ... Just don't do this and don't die..." wika ng isang lalaki humahagulgol habang hawak ang kamay ng isang dalaga sa stretcher na walang malay.
Yun ang mga katagang binanggit ni James jay Devon on their last tragedy movie together last year. Maybe that movie is also the last. It seems like the management had discovered a new talent to replace her as James' loveteam.
Kung totoo nga ang rumors, ibig sabihin hindi na sila magkakasama, she'll be replaced by a fresh artist and she'll be partnered with a new actor too.
Mas lalong mawawalan siya ng pag-asa na makita siya ni James as a girl who loved him. From the James of PBB teen clash to a hot successful actor of today. She loved him still. For 5 straight years, it was a one-sided love for her. She always tried. But she feels that he likes a different girl. Ericka, prettier, and better-looking.
She always stop herself on confessing. They were just friends for 5 straight years. They can only be close friends. Nothing more, nothing less.
2 years ago, she almost confessed but she saw them both, kissed in one midnight of their taping. They were hiding behind a tree and saw with her own two eyes. She silently cried for a week. It definitely suited the taping. Because all of the scenes were breaking-up scenes. All of the tears she cried was for the time she saw them kissed. Her real tears looked as if only for acting.
She wished that she was the one kissed. Although she got kissed a lot of times by him. She doesn't feel any love in it. She wished she was in Ericka's position.
He will leave anytime he can. He can leave their loveteam now... She just wished that every love story movie they made were true. On screen, it has the feelings. She wished, she really wished...
